A Self Portrait...

25 March 2015

He's an Expert in his Field

So its too fucking bad that he's made himself almost unemployable. He's in a classroom where I strongly suspect he wastes his skill, his talent and his education by instructing the students, gods forbid they should still be children, that he is not he, he is a can't decide today ask me again tomorrow and don't be surprised if I change again the day after that.

Its all very implausible its all a pile of steaming excrement.

People who are experts in their field but still cant hang on to a job need to look at their own character, stop lying, stop playing the meta gender victim, stop internalizing and personalising every little thing and get the fuck on with living and working in the real world. 

Make a point of getting along with everyone especially the boss at least until you get job security and then maybe if you absolutely insist you can release a couple of your less strident demons.

Fuckit what is it in you that drives you to alienate people and enjoy doing it. Are you so inadequate you can't be in polite company without dribbling all down every social nicety? Not everyone shares your faith, your opinion or your whatever gender you think you are today, most people, this particularly includes principals other teachers and above all parents, you've already shown your contempt for some of them haven't you, don't share your elastic, reversible and interchangeable views on gender or sexuality. 

Do try to remember that when Johnny goes home and tells Mom and Dad that he can be Johanna tomorrow Mom and Dad are likely to look for the cause and when they find you complain to anyone who will listen.

What you're really always saying is sometimes you're on top and sometimes you're not and then again sometimes you do both. So can and have we all, mate, and most of us simply thought it was a natural expression of our mood on the day not an entire change of gender. 

It maybe because of whatever illness or condition you have but its destroying your life and that's the life you're supposed to be living. You have a nasty, spiteful streak in you and you allow it to surface far too often for your own good. You're your own biggest victim.  

You may be that rare bird a psychopath who can't hide his psychopathy: force yourself

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