A Self Portrait...

22 December 2015

What is it

I don't remember ever feeling depressed at Christmas I'm not even sure if I feel depressed now. I feel exhausted, angry and very upset but are they the same as depression? I don't think so.

I'm always tired, and I've been always tired for at least a couple of years. I literally have to force myself to do anything and so I do very little.

Is feeling tired to do with having been ill? Probably but if it is its a peripheral thing I should be getting on with things and I'm not or only ever the bare essentials and only at the last minute.

People can give themselves all the excuses they like it doesn't alter what was done and it doesn't change or help the future.

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