Now that was strange or not depending on whether you’re
as suspicious of characters as I am, I am steeped in suspicion and with
very, very good reason.
I write for fun, for tears and rage. It may not be good but it is always me. Not a nice person? What the fuck is she? I can’t match nice I can only be myself.
Its known that some subjects bring an instant reaction in all of us. Child abuse is probably one of the main instinctive ‘kill’ ones, as is rape and when you combine child abuse and rape you have unforgiven and unforgivable. My reaction is typical nurture the wounded and render the pervert permanently incapable.
I watch some films consciously avoiding anything too gory I don’t need to see the blood to know we bleed and I’ve never outgrown a kindof fear of dark films. I watched and really liked The Last Samurai. Cruise should have won an oscar for that film.
Maybe there’s time for me yet if not as much as of yore. If I had to guess I would say recovering from child abuse is the work of a lifetime. If that work has to be continued in the face of other obstacles it must inevitably give rise to the question Why? And I don’t have an answer I doubt anyone has anything but glib nonsense sound bites.
I write for fun, for tears and rage. It may not be good but it is always me. Not a nice person? What the fuck is she? I can’t match nice I can only be myself.
Its known that some subjects bring an instant reaction in all of us. Child abuse is probably one of the main instinctive ‘kill’ ones, as is rape and when you combine child abuse and rape you have unforgiven and unforgivable. My reaction is typical nurture the wounded and render the pervert permanently incapable.
I watch some films consciously avoiding anything too gory I don’t need to see the blood to know we bleed and I’ve never outgrown a kindof fear of dark films. I watched and really liked The Last Samurai. Cruise should have won an oscar for that film.
Maybe there’s time for me yet if not as much as of yore. If I had to guess I would say recovering from child abuse is the work of a lifetime. If that work has to be continued in the face of other obstacles it must inevitably give rise to the question Why? And I don’t have an answer I doubt anyone has anything but glib nonsense sound bites.
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